I lived with JB for several months & throughout those months we had a lot of fun. He was very funny, and so full of life. Just typing this makes me cry, it's still so hard to believe he is gone. I've never lost anyone i was this close to. But i never would've known JB if it wasn't for my other best friend Derrik. Thanks to Derrik me & JB & Derrik had a lot of fun together. It's amazing what guys do to entertain themselves haha. I've never had so much fun before, & it's hard to believe i won't be able to have that back. Everyone's changed since his death, whether it be good or bad. But i want everyone to remember all these times with him, & know that thanks to him we all had the time of our lives, good or bad we made memories. I wanna thank all of you who've been helping me through this. Not many people knew how close me & JB were. He told me pretty much everything, without me trying to get stuff out of him he told me all the good times & bad times he had. He told me how he took care of his little brother (Austin) He said Austin was his blood and that he would never let anyone hurt him or threaten him, It was truly inspirational. He told me how everyone always thought he was the bad guy with everything he did, but he said that was all he never knew. He talked about how he wanted to be a porn star & marry a Chinese girl so she couldn't back talk him haha. He made me laugh no matter what type of day it was. I feel like a terrible person for how i let things end...a couple days before him & Derrik moved out. I was just a grump, i don't know why, I just was. He would tell me things like..."I'm just gonna go walk in front of the train." It hurt me to hear him say that even though i knew he wouldn't do it. It hurt even more when we got in an argument before he died. I should've been there for him, I shouldn't of acted like that, But i did, & i'll regret it the rest of my life. Anyone who reads this i hope you had as much fun with B as i did. Whether i knew him for a long time or not i have so many great memories with him, & i'd give anything to have him back. But i hope he's up there waiting for all of us at the gates. Rest In Peace J.B. ♥